And then there are the times when I read Prufrock far too many times. This is still in flux, and I may come back and edit it again here or elsewhere. But I’m looking forward to going back to Italy, and there are moments where I’m sad that Michaelangelo gets all the Rome-love.
I am a woman who comes and goes
Speaking of Michaelangelos
I walk the crosswalks of overflowing streets
the sunshining retreats
of days of snow and ice and cold
and welcome the spring in pink and green
watching the just beginning scenes
spread out across the stage
of humans from another age
Let us go then, you and I
as the sun reaches high in a cloudless sky
like a lantern in an overwhelming room
bright and warm and a cheerful tune
the vaulted ceilings of a theater resound –
Let us go to see paint and stone
Beauty and history overthrown
Oh, do not disparage my awe this moment
Let us go and make our visit
For I am a woman who comes and goes
Speaking of Michaelangelos
I have walked these streets before
walked them all
tripped over the cobblestones
bruised a knee
but felt the history sink in
as the bruise faded to greens and pinks
started to see the angels’ winks
no putti on the ceiling here
no naked buttocks flashing bare
pouffy clouds and stuck out tongues
speak of rebirth to barren nuns
I learn then what I knew before
Let us go then, you and I
stand in lines beneath the sun’s cloudless sky
two woman in this tideless flow
waiting to see Michaelangelo
Let us go and see the sturm und drang
Held in the esteem of the countless throng
I have walked these streets before
Walked them through the chapel, to the great outdoors
but felt history sinking in
as I hunt back through for a safety pin
a needle in a haystack
a pinprick, a drop of blood
fought my way through the guard’s disapproval
one name on my lips
Oh, do not ask what is it.
Let us go and make our visit.
For Michaelangelo stands and overshadows all
Chapel ceiling and facing wall
His giants tower and his prophets preach
Arms outreaching, pick a peach
His skin stripped sadly looking down
He hangs this trophy on the wall
Releasing himself to watch the fire
desperately reaching, searching, grasping
he will watch the sinners drown
I have walked these streets before
Walked them one and all
I have seen the reaching fingers
the awestruck reach for God
And tucked up in the walkways
Another face to art
Contemporaneous stillness
Contemporary peace
In the rooms the women come and go
Speaking of Michaelangelo
Yet as they walk through the Stanze
Four half-moon paintings bathe them in light
The sun is stronger down below
Where giants reign and sin bellows
And here the gaze of light brown eyes
Reaches, admonishes, bathes, and sighs
He will not drown you in heavy age
Or bulging muscles or giant face
But he will dip you in awestruck grace
and the step of his foot is a shepherd’s pace
We will not speak of him.
We will not speak of me.
We stomping, trample the test of time
contemporaries and those who came before
left behind as awful boors
I measure out my days in steps
Front or back or right or left
I dig deeper into history’s eyes
Coffee spoons of my own demise
For I measure out my life in drips and drams
In little works of these lesser hands
I do not dare to paint a peach
I do not dare to taste the beach
But will I dare, and when I dare
to speak the name of Michelangelo
what may I say that history will refute
a cleaner ceiling, a clearer past
his towering giants crouch at last
pushing through his painted roof
and all to establish the sculptors reproof
What must it be to be a pope
to set up the painter and send up the smoke
ask God to remember the works of your hand
or what you uncovered to make it more grand
Perugino, Botticelli,
Ghirlandaio, Rossellini
frescoed the walls
a ceiling of gold stars on blue over it all
We speak of Michaelangelo
We come and go and come and go
We may disparage
We may adore
We see the tromping hordes of time
Pause, and breathe, and ignore the alarms
Shrilling from watches
from technologies drawn
Open the doors to your enemies
Let the sunshine in
Til the angel’s voices wake us
Our eyes are found